There is a sad (but wonderful) new blog I've been reading about a little girl named Maddie. It hits home so much, it hurts. Not only because we've lost our little man, but because I now have a little girl that I am always so afraid of losing as well. I appreciate her so much, but it's hard not to think about her brother and what he could have been.
Some close friends of ours are expecting their first...a little boy. They also just bought a house near us. It's going to be tough to say the least, watching him grow. Don't get me wrong, we are so happy for them, but I guess deep down we never get over the loss of a child. I can also see the hurt in A's eyes every time they talk about him. I will always wonder what our boy would be like at this time, he would be 2.5 years old, what his favourite toy would be, what his ticks would be, his cute things he would do. It's just so sad...
Anyways, just taking some moments today to think of our little boy and who he could have been. :(
M.
*hugs*
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