I know what it's like.

Someone left me a comment, and funny enough under my post where I found out that the OB had a hand in my son's death. It read "Look... it is very difficult also to get pregnant too easily. Enjoy your freedom, before you know it it'll be gone!".

I didn't publish it.

How DARE you say that to me anonymously, whoever you are. How dare you you piece of chicken s#*.

Don't ever say that to a grieving mother again if you have a soul. I know what it's like to get pregnant easily. I know what it's like to get pregnant by accident. I know what it's like to struggle with infertility. I know what it's like to lose a pregnancy and I know what it's like to lose a child. You obviously don't. I would give up what freedom I may still have, my world, both of my legs, every good thing in my life for even 5 minutes with my son again.

FUCK MY FREEDOM. I have already been robbed of my freedom and innocence November 2nd 2008. Full nights of sleep? Fuck them too, they have been all but abolished as of November 2nd, 2008. Happiness and living a full life? Fuck it. All gone..all fucking gone.

So you go back to your little perfect life with your little perfect healthy brats and do me (and yourself) a favour and never leave a comment to me again. You insensitive piece of work.